, I may get this tattooed on me. It is so relevant...
I may get this tattooed on me. It is so relevant for me. I get some sick sadistic pleasure from causing un-necessary drama and then I end up having to pick up all the pieces. Ok I admit it I’m not very good and letting people in. And too a point I’m too scared to let go of the past to live in the future and therefore I have lived the last 4 years in a place which I respect as temporary, but some how, sneakily it has become permanent and my reality, which is something I have yet to fully accept. Maybe I need to see a therapist or maybe I just need someone to say “I totally understand” or maybe I just need someone that will wake me up from my dream and say to me “look this is your life now, deal with it”.  Help anyone?

I may get this tattooed on me. It is so relevant for me. I get some sick sadistic pleasure from causing un-necessary drama and then I end up having to pick up all the pieces. Ok I admit it I’m not very good and letting people in. And too a point I’m too scared to let go of the past to live in the future and therefore I have lived the last 4 years in a place which I respect as temporary, but some how, sneakily it has become permanent and my reality, which is something I have yet to fully accept. Maybe I need to see a therapist or maybe I just need someone to say “I totally understand” or maybe I just need someone that will wake me up from my dream and say to me “look this is your life now, deal with it”. 

Help anyone?

(Source: anditslove)

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